can be your English not so god, but understand why ban is forever, and what you did wrong here
It does not always mean forever, it mean staff maybe want to talk to you here in forum for clear things
And it does not mean server is bad, it not server that ban people, the server must be good, consider you even ban evade to be on it.
So what you told, was actually disrepectfull to all peope pay real money for you to be here playing for free.
There is the reason i called you here, for tell dont disrepect all people who made this server possible.
And dont disrepect all staff who work for free, and do there best for have a great server for you to play in, still for free
This make things clearer now?